Have been in and out of hospital the last two weeks. These blessed legs hurting and cramping as bad as ever, not to mention the numbness and dead feeling that they have. Its like walking on two wooden clubs.
Thankfully they have come up with some new medicines that are helping these symptoms and are gradually helping the feeling and pain in these legs.

Been away so much lately my dog doesn't hardly remember me, he growled at me tonight when I came home. That is totally out of character for him, but he was okay after a little while.

My thoughts and feelings are still focused on a special young lady.
This woman means more to me than my own life, and I would gladly give
my life to help her in any way. She is my waking thought and my very last thought before I lay down to sleep, though sleeping I do very little of. Even though I knew her several years ago she has changed in looks by becoming even more beautiful to me. She is so precious and delicate that I would protect her endlessly.

Well going to get something to eat since haven't eat since yesterday evening.